Give me your permission to cry.
My heart hurts, almost explode, I just can't take it anymore.
I rarely cry and you know it.
But tonight, this is just too much.
I have nobody to comfort me and I'm in pain.
Enough shaking, enough being cold, enough suffocated, enough with everything.
I will try not to complain.
give me your permission to cry.
I won't complain.
I will accept.
Whatever it is.
But now, I just need to let go.
And pitty myself.
My body hurts, my heart hurts.
This is just... too much to handle at one time.